i wanted to watch ghost rider on the night they opened. unfortunately, by the time i was at the counter, there was only 1 ticket left. okay, being the evil kert as always, i sooooo wanted to ask my friend to go home and let me just get the ticket for myself. but then i realised that she was the one who drive that night. damn.

fortunately, there were other titles that i really don't mind watching. norbit, the protege and music & lyrics. we ended up watching music & lyrics. i have to say, i LIKE it. it was really a funny romantic.

there was a part when someone mention about doing the extraordinary when you're in love. no, i guess i won't swim the fire sea or climb the tallest mountain, however i believe that we DO all other extraordinary stuff, without even realizing it.

. paying the phonebill so that you can talk for hours is extraordinary
. picking her up and send her back, even though she stays milessss away is extraordinary
. accompanying him for a soccer game for hours, even when u have something else better to do, is extraordinary
. cooking his/her favourite food is extraordinary
. sharing the expenses for movie and lunch, is extraordinary
. getting him/her gifts that's wayyyy beyond your budget, is extraordinary
. winning his/her parent's heart, is extraordinary
. waiting for months for the other person to say "i love you", is, extraordinary.


...and i realized that i'm just..oh well, ordinary :(

Prison gates won’t open up for me
On these hands and knees I’m crawlin’
Oh, I reach for you
Well I’m terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I’m callin’
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’

Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me
With these broken wings I’m fallin’
And all I see is you
These city walls ain’t got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I’m callin’
And all I need from you
Hurry I’m fallin’

Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

Hurry I’m fallin’

And all I need is you
Come please I’m callin’
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I’m fallin’

Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

Hurry I’m fallin’

Say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth saving me

most of the time, i do believe that opportunity doesn't knock twice. that you should grab whatever you can while you can, without being ruthless or unethical. oh well, probably you can be slightly evil, but that depends on your own conscious, and i couldn't.

anywayy...i had the opportunity of going further with my carreer, and i took the challange. enjoying most of it, while i had to sacrifice certain other things. i guess it's a fair trade. you CAN'T have everything, all the time.

getting my dream car at the age of 26, getting 'comfortable' monthly payment slip, getting more potential business opportunity, good family, good life, good health, good friends, dating *ehem* models..i guess i do live an enviable lifestyle among my peers :D. agaknye la.

oh, and there's never a good time for a breakup. struggling and juggling between work and personal life, i guess i did not have enough strength to get further on the relationship part. :( it is sad, but i guess i had too. it won't be fair for both of us if both cannot find a common ground to stand firm, and compromise with each other's 'lack'.

i'm lucky enough to met such a wonderful companion, whose maturity supersede her age by many years! (no, i do not mean that she looks old, okay??). though her acts can sometimes be called childish, but the words she chose and her thinking most of the times impressed me. yang juga membuatkan saya malu dengan umur saya sendiri :)

having her around made my life much much more beautiful to live, and i found strength to do the things i do most - work. afterall, there's a saying that 'behind a successful man, there's always a woman'. i guess that's sooo true!

anyway, past is past.



though i believe that opportunity doesn't knock twice, i'm secretly hoping that some does.

Mr.Perfect

price of car = RM 1xx,xxx
having the valet removing your dad's car so YOU can park infront of the restaurant = priceless

hehehe...
well, i always thought that my dad is a hero. it was a dream that one day, i would be similiar to him, in terms of time management, successfulness, and of course, personality and strong characteristics.

so, first step at following his footsteps: get a nice car.

i always wanted to get my own merc. i was aiming to get a C class before the age of 35. so, in the meantime, i was considering the smart roadster for few reasons:

i) it's a daimlerchrysler brand
ii) it's stylish, and seats two, sesuai la sebelum kawin ni
iii) it's a convertible!!

alhamdulillah, ada rezeki hujung tahun ni, i saw the opportunity to get my dream of having my own merc came true. tanpa berlengah lagi, terus bayar booking fee, settle downpayment,  approvekan loan...and i got my baby (as shown above).

oh..saya sangat suka!!

harituh, pegi la dinner anniversary my parents in kl. since i was sooo sure i'm gonna finish my work late, i told my parents that i shall meet them at the restaurant. meaning, i have to drive straight from work la.

sampai-sampai at the restaurant, i saw my dad's car at the valet. tetibe that valet guy reverse my dad's car, and suruh i park right infront of the restaurant. whoahhh.... sangat bangga!! ahhahaha... tak sangka kete kecik nih boleh tapau my dad's car :D.

1. with 17 jobs running, i'm surviving. important thing is to learn on how to manage time better than what i've used to.
2. i've never dream of handling this much job at one time, so, this is the opportunity to see what i'm capable of.
3. it's business. most of the time, more work=more income. so, i'm not complaining. with all these job coming in, i'm able to fulfill my "10 things i want to do before 35", so, i guess i'm happy :D.

1. with 17 jobs running, i've been working in and out of the office on average from 10am-2am, for straight one month. only once i manage to get home at 8pm to catch dinner with my family. and this probably continue to be the case til middle january, when everything "supppose" to clear up.
2. social life. okay, forget it. that's already longggg gone. lepak-lepak session in kedai mamak is something i can rarely do.
3. with irregular time for lunch and dinner, i'm kinda compromising on my health.
4. and of course, one of the important part. sustaining relationship (terasa nak pakai this word since dale dah letak kat blog dia). dah la during my normal working days pun, takde masa sangat nak melepak-lepakkan diri dengan my gf, sekarang ni lagi la. hopefully she'll understand what my works demand.